I confess to the world and everyone of tumblrland: I am in the midst of recovery from depression.

Sometimes I try to feel like I’m forced to say something when I have no idea what to say. I’m losing who I am and falling and spiraling into a whirlwind of nothingness, and I feel invisible. I cry for attention sometimes and it gets me nowhere, and things that used to mean more to me seem to lose their meaning. I’ve never felt so much shame. Now that I actually have the time to think and relax, and do better things for me, I want to change, have a clean slate, rethink the way I spend each moment of my life, seize the day.

I’ve leaving here with this as my last post, and I’m starting over new,

to post confessions and happy things,

please go to rgav.tumblr.com to continue on.

Happy Holidays, cheers for love, sweetness, and warmth

i see that anna is going kokomash with the tumblr.

definition of kokomash: a euphemism for craziness invented by my grandfather, over used by my own father.

anxiety

I have anxiety.

what a strange fucking day. falling on my face, my hand and my face cut up by shards of glass, and blacking out. what just happened. need of major sleep soon, its like im living in a dreamland right now. i need to see the nurse.

I just had a bloody fall, but thats not gonna stop me