December 2010
1 post
a confession
I confess to the world and everyone of tumblrland: I am in the midst of recovery from depression.
Sometimes I try to feel like I’m forced to say something when I have no idea what to say. I’m losing who I am and falling and spiraling into a whirlwind of nothingness, and I feel invisible. I cry for attention sometimes and it gets me nowhere, and things that used to mean more to me seem...
October 2010
1 post
September 2010
2 posts
i see that anna is going kokomash with the tumblr.
definition of kokomash: a euphemism for craziness invented by my grandfather, over used by my own father.
anxiety
I have anxiety.
April 2010
29 posts
what a strange fucking day. falling on my face, my hand and my face cut up by shards of glass, and blacking out. what just happened. need of major sleep soon, its like im living in a dreamland right now. i need to see the nurse.
I just had a bloody fall, but thats not gonna stop me
I had a dream that my whole family, my mom, my dad, my sister and i, were in a car accident, and then after suffered short term memory loss. It was pretty weird. I’m not sure if I suffered it or not, I mean, dreams don’t really make sense. But both me in real life and dream me knew that the rest of my family did. Anyways, it was bizarre because each of us would lose our memory after...
my best frand ANNA TERESA FUENTES is the the most bass ass person evar!!!! i try to model myself afTer her AND SO SHOULD YOU!!!!1!!!
edit: OMG THANKS SO MUCH RACHEL GARIUS I LOVE YOU - A <3 <3
yesterday was nice.
i sat outside and wrote in my journal for about 2 and a half hours.
i don’t think I’m going to bed tonight. If I do, maybe an hour.
i dont even know anymore
i dont know anything
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know how to feel
my midterm website (so far) →
for the sea and the cake
only one video works right now, still trying to figure out how to control the music
screw the summer, I’m waiting for autumn :)
i really hope you do visit soon, jerk.
:)
Neon Neon - Trick for Treat
hi is not just a regular word - its a greeting that means everything.
whether you decide to greet or not greet someone with hi or hey or whatever it is may impact the rest of your life. The people you meet in your life will change it forever
sometimes i wish i said hi…..who knows. no regrets, right
eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
I’m watching this movie now and everything’s starting to make sense
When there’s nobody left in your heart, left in your head When the whole world has packed up in shadows and left you for dead When you can’t fake a smile and you just can’t get out of your bed When the people you led turn to you looking so hungry and bare And you were the one that had brought them there And all you can do is just stare at your hands and whisper my name
March 2010
100 posts
Hannah and I running fast across a flat, highly-elevated, narrow bridge with no sides, away from a group of strangers, who look like a group of models in their 20s. The sky is bright blue, maybe a tint of emerald green, with white paper-like clouds. While running, Hannah falls and slips off the bridge and begins to shriek. I immediately jump off after to go and try to save her. A split second...
WatchHappiness, more or less, its just a change in me something in my liberty.
i need a fucking cigarette.
its always sunny in pphiladephia is FUCKIN CRuuzi.
Watchomigod i wanna do it
tattoos :)
YOU WERE WAY CUTIER WHEN YOU WERE A LOSER
Anna is morocc’kin out…so its just me tumblin alone this week. Although anna somehow has more posts than me now and I gotta catch up.
- I’m going to give being a vegetarian a try again…so this is day 3…so far so good!
- i cant believe passover is soon - no more bread, no more meat!
- radio show replacements will be dj gabby and dj jocelyn
- I am a Big!
- both rob...
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